Searching for Happiness

I want to have a happy life, yet confronted with illness, old age, and death, suffering is inevitable.
I want to have a happy life, yet modern science confirms that happiness is short-lived, followed by a craving for its return.  Dissatisfaction is inevitable.
Are we (Am I) condemned to a life of fear and emptiness?
Some people respond by looking for the "Meaning of Life."  I believe there is no such thing.  Others narrowly define happiness as the "Absence of Pain."  I  find no appeal in this approach.  More to my liking is Buddha practical manual for overcoming Dukkha (Suffering, Impermanence).  I started to follow his teachings, and one day I will continue.  Meditation is probably the most robust approach to a better life, but the path is long.  However, while looking, I may have stumbled on a shortcut.  The shortcut does only a partial job, but I hope it does not conflict with Buddha's path.   I realized that by changing the object of my search from Happiness to Contentment, I could reduce (not eliminate) suffering, and dissatisfaction.

To me, striving for contentment, means, building it into my life.  I believe that a stable platform of contentment will fortify me against the inevitable suffering.  Furthermore, in my experience, the building process itself, is a source of challenging fun.  Although contentment will be achieved gradually, I recognized three distinct levels which form a hierarchy of contentment.
  1. Comfort
  2. Passion
  3. Creativity
Comfort 
Comfort is the lowest level I would aim for.  Below that level, one is probably struggling with more urgent problems than achieving happiness.  It is supported by three pillars:
  • Healthy Body
  • Active Mind
  • Love and Friendship
These pillars do not occur on their own.  Their construction requires intent, planning, and effort of execution.  Even after their construction, they require continuous upkeep and improvement.  However, once in place, they support a platform of resilience that will aid in enduring any hardship.  Not all three need to be of equal strength.  Life will inevitably weaken one or the other, but the other two will carry the weight until it can be rebuilt.  Even though this is the basic level, I would not mind spending the rest of my life in that state.

Passion
Passion is the second tier in the contentment hierarchy.  It adds content and meaning, but I do not expect it to provide the "Meaning of Life".  It is a happy distraction from fear and craving.  It too requires the building of foundations, of which, I counted two
  • Talent
  • Dedication
Both talent and dedication are required for developing a passion, and they are both within us.  We are all born with some talents, and it is our job to find the one that gives us joy,  Once found, dedication is required to develop it. While at first, dedication may seem like a chore, it becomes easier as we progress, until it turns into a passion.  I consider dedication as the parallel effort to meditation.  Passion is not the equivalent of striving for excellence.  The latter implies a high level of competitiveness which, while not contrary, is not necessary for my definition of passion.

Creativity
At the highest level of the hierarchy stands creativity.  Unfortunately, I do not have the personal experience, nor the required research, to describe the path to get there.  I am sure though, that it requires Passion.

Note
This hierarchy is an initial, and probably temporary model.  I am not even sure if at applies to others.  I hope to draw on you (the reader) to critique, offer edits, and allow me to refine this approach.

Sleeping With Monkeys


Location:
Brazil, Amazonas Province, Palmari Community,  a short hike into the primary forest.

♫ Somewhere over the forest, way up high,
sits a treetop platform, there we will spend the nigh(t)

But how do we get up there?








Not to worry:  Gear and rope, a short lesson, and you are ready.

Really?



Up you go
    Sit
    Pull feet up
    Stand, pull harness up 
Repeat 200 times

Easy to say!










Almost there...















We made it

Almost gave up

Time to enjoy the view.








A night visitor.  A porcupine seeking salt.

Did not sleep much.  Too cold.







Woke up to monkey howls, and an Amazon Sunrise













Coming down.

A zip line, then rappelle




Kilometer 17 (A Bora village)


"I am the boss here!  Who are you?"

She was not an amazon, but we were deep in the Amazon forest, and she carried a machete.














Kobi and I, walked a long way to get here, and we were not ready to turn back.

We quickly resolved the mutual misunderstandings, and she escorted us to the maloca (The community central hut)













                   
"Pease sit down" said Henry, her son.

The maloca was nice an cool.

Henry partook of some mambe, and proceeded to tell his family's story.




Twenty years ago, his mother Aurelia, established this community. 

Living here are:

  • Five sons (and family)
  • A brother
  • An ex-husband
  • A boyfriend.
(She was the boss) 




He talked about mambe.


The Bora use it to sharpen the senses and enhance their connection to nature.

To prepare it, Coca leaves are roasted...








combined with the ash of another plant...












and filtered, to form a very fine powder.

Henry invited us to try it.
First, we smeared a dab of concentrated tobacco juice on our tongue: It was bitter.
Then, we placed a teaspoon of mambe powder in our cheek. (The regular quantity is a heaped tablespoon).

The fine powder floated in my mouth, and landed on my throat, causing sharp irritation and a feeling of suffocation.  Fortunately, a gulp of water cleared the discomfort.  With repetition, my skill improved, and I could mambe larger quantities without distress. 

My tongue and lips grew numb, yet my fatigue disappeared, and I became a more active participant in the conversation.  I don't know about the connection to nature.



Lunch was served in Aurelia's kitchen,














The kitchen is the gathering place for the community women.  (The maloca is for men)

(Hiding, is Kobi's adopted granddaughter.)









Left: Unfamiliar tropical fruit juice
On the plate:
    Fish in banana leaves
    Fried yucca
    Casabe (Yucca bread)
Right:  Farini (Ground yucca)

Despite the mambe, our appetite was not affected.

I love yucca!



For dessert, we walked outside, picked a ripe pineapple, smashed it into a tree trunk, and dipped our fingers into its honey-sweet flesh.

To Health. Part 1: Vigorous Exercise

Yael wrote, asking for details of my health habits.  I made the assumption that others may be interested too, and I am responding here, and possibly some following, posts.

Exercise, is first on my "To Health" list, not because it is easy (although I do enjoy it), but because it is so effective.  Several studies have shown that exercise mitigates the damage of many lifestyle errors.  People who smoke, or are overweight, or ... pick-your-sin, AND exercise, are at the same risk for disease and death, as the rest of the population.  Exercise achieves this by reducing inflammation, reducing insulin resistance, slowing down several markers of aging, and rejuvenating muscles.  As an extra benefit, it also makes you look good.   

However, an occasional stroll around the park will not do.  To achieve these benefits, we have to stress our muscles to the point in which their energy stores are fully depleted.  To get there, we can choose between two, equally effective, exercise modalities.  The first, usually known as Aerobic Exercise, entails a moderate level of intensity, extended over four to five hours a week.  The second is High Intensity Interval Training (HIIT), which depending on our choices, could last less than an hour a week.  I chose the latter because I don't mind the pain (yes there is), and I can use the extra time.  A good reference for this method and the science behind it, can be found in The One Minute Workout, by Dr. Martin Gibala.

I aim to train five times a week, alternating between three exercise modalities, all three following HIIT principles.
  1. Resistance training (Once or twice a week).  I consider RT as my primary exercise.  The HIIT version is described in Body by Science , by Doug McGuff M.D.   He claims that one, fifteen-minute, session per week, is all you need to be fit and healthy.  Adi, after a short adjustment period, now loves the challenge, and is proud of her improving body shape.
  2. Other (Once or twice a week).  I do a variety of exercises.  Stationary bike, burpees, situps etc.  These supplement RT, just in case McGuff is not totally correct.  BTW, a Tabata routine takes four! minutes.
  3. Swimming (Once to three times a week).  A few years ago, due to deteriorating knees, I substituted running with swimming.  Now, I eliminated the endurance sessions and incorporated HIIT.  I continue to swim because I am challenged to improve my technique, and I love open-water swims.
This plan could result in overtraining, but when I feel tired, I take an extra rest day.

Final observation.  A HIIT session can produce anxiety and discomfort, especially in a beginner, but it lasts only a short time, and delivers a lot of satisfaction.

Labriut


To Health: Introduction

It's been a year since Adi discovered, fought, and probably won her battle against cancer.  During this year, I spent countless hours looking for weapons to assist in the fight.  I concluded that technology is not yet ready, and the answer has to come from lifestyle modifications.  I researched, and sometimes tried, several methods recommended by science, and over time, we distilled those into our pareto-few.  These are the ones that have the highest result-to-effort ratio.  Our goal is not just to beat cancer, but to avoid other chronic or age-related diseases.  Therefore, I believe that these recommendations would be beneficial to anyone.

So here is our list in priority order:
  1. Exercise vigorously.  (Exercise can erase any sin)
  2. Don't eat at night (Twelve hour fast)
  3. Avoid processed food (Anything that comes in a can, bottle, or plastic bag)
  4. Avoid added sugar
  5. Sleep enough (Eight hours), and well
  6. Eat plenty of vegetables (especially green), and sufficient protein.(Your body is a good judge of "sufficient").  Sate hunger, by eating fat (Avocado, walnuts, butter, etc.)
  7. Practice time-restricted eating (Daily sixteen-hour fast, or more.)
  8. Learn a new skill
Labriut

P.S.  All of these recommendations are backed-up by peer-reviewed scientific research.

Goodbye Friend

We were friends for eighteen years.  Our friendship started as you accompanied me to remote California mountains on motorcycle expeditions. You patiently waited while I worked in far away countries, and then gladly rejoined me and Adi on many adventures .  You put yourself at risk to protect us from an attacking animal, and suffered greatly for this sacrifice.   With time, we started treating you like a family member.  You were hurt, you were robbed, but rain, hail, or shine, you did your duty.  Your peak glory was a cross-continent tour to Panama and back, where you garnered admiration for your endurance and perseverance.  Inevitably, time moves on.  You did not change, but my capabilities weakened.  With age, I need a younger, stronger friend to support me.  The time has come to say "Goodbye".

Nemo, my friend, I hope you have a happy life in the hilly pastures of El Dorado, California.

When I Am Not

I am not obsessed, yet lately, I have been thinking about death.   I believe my age, as well as Adi's cancer, are reasonable justifications to dwell on this topic.  On those occasions, I ask myself a simple question,
"What can I do now, that will allow me to face death (1), with dignity?"
Practical as the question may be, it is in philosophy that I sought the answer.  I surveyed three schools, Epicureanism (2), Stoicism, and Buddhism.  (Earlier, I filtered Judaism, Christianity, and Islam.) The answers these philosophies provided, are presented below(3).   


The format is a quasi-table, and the philosophies are presented in the following order:

  1. Epicureanism
  2. Stoicism
  3. Buddhism

  A.  The answer 
  1. Do not fear Death
  2. Do not fear Death
  3. Qualified "Do not fear Death"
B.  The underlying metaphysics
  1. The Soul (which includes the mind) is physical and disappears with the death of the body
  2. The soul may survive the body, but provides no benefit to the individual.
  3. The soul will be reborn in another being.  Its destination is governed by Karma.
C.  Rationale for "Do not fear"
  1. When the body (and soul) die, all sensations, including pain, cease.  "Why should I fear death? If I am, then death is not, and if death is, then I am not."
  2. The stoics adopted the epicurean explanation quoted above.  They also claimed that the period prior to our birth, is a symmetric state to death.  In both, we do not exist.  If we accept the former, why be afraid of the latter?
  3. Death is a law of nature, and should not be feared by righteous men.  (Evil men should beware of reincarnation into a lower being.)
D.  Training Instructions
  1. Gather with close friends, and conduct philosophical discussions on the subject.
  2. Prepare yourself by repeated exercises and meditations.  Learn to accept what you cannot control.  Form mental images of the event, and realize that it is not so bad.  Observe yourself from an outside perspective. etc.
  3. Internalize that everything is impermanent.  Meditate on death and its physical appearance (Is that skeleton, I?)
E.  Dying Rituals
  1. I did not find any rituals.
  2. Be in the company of friends and family
  3. Engage a monk to chant by the death bed.
F.  Suicide
  1. Not specifically discussed.
  2. Acceptable as a last resort.  It provides an "open door", and eliminates excuses for complaining about life.  An honorable suicide is admired.
  3. Taking any life, even your own, is not allowed.


Conclusions
  1. For my practical purpose, there are no serious contradictions between the three philosophies.
  2. The epicurean metaphysics are a closer match to my worldview.
  3. The stoics provide the more detailed and practical approach for mental preparation.
  4. I am not afraid of death.  With stoic practice, I may keep this attitude till the end. (4)
Notes
  1. Death, is not the same as "dying".  Death is a state, while dying is a process you undergo when still alive. 
  2. To my surprise, the life recommended by Epicurus, is almost an opposite to the popular image that his name evokes.
  3. This post is limited to the question I asked myself, and it is not an attempt to summarize or compare the complete teachings of each school.
  4. More practice may teach me to live a "Good" life, but that is the subject of another post.





Finding Nutrition

Adi was suffering.  The chemotherapy inflicted heavy damage on her body, and looming, unspoken, was the threat of recurrence.  I had no way to help.  Seeking answers, I dove into the Sea of Nutrition Science.  The sea was murky and its treasures were hard to find.  I emerged after four months, not with shiny pearls, but with nutritious oysters, rich with food for thought.  The sea is murky because nutrition science is vague.  Experiments are mostly conducted on animals, and human studies are largely observational.  They can demonstrate correlation but do not prove causation.  The few randomized, controlled experiments are small, and leave a lot of room for doubt.  Despite, and perhaps because of, this vagueness, there are many nutrition philosophies patrolling these depths, all claiming to be king of the sea.  Hence this oyster, which took me a long time to find and gather.
  • Be a skeptic.  A nutritional philosophy is an opinion, not science.
In Oncology Bay, I learned that cancer cells can utilize only glucose for their energy and growth.  In contrast, normal cells have many metabolic alternatives.  This weakness can be exploited to combat the disease.  To do so, Dr. Valter Longo, recommends periodic five-day fasts.  To ease the long fast, he designed a Fast Mimicking Diet (FMD), and founded Prolon, which sells the appropriate meals.  The FMD, when taken prior to a chemo cycle, alleviates the side-effects.  Unfortunately for Adi, this information came too late to be useful.  If fasting works by temporarily lowering glucose, then a short swim away, I found the Ketogenic Diet (KD), which lowers it continuously.  This diet, taken up by ultra-distance athletes and bodybuilders, offers to improve athletic performance and enhance clarity of mind.  KD strictly limits carbohydrates (the glucose-producing nutrient) to less than 10% of total calories,   The majority of the needed calories come from eating fat, which metabolizes into ketones rather than glucose.  A snack on this diet, could be butter wrapped in bacon.  Sounds horrible?   I felt the same way until I read Dr.  Peter Attia's blog. There, I learned all about cholesterol, and after being convinced that fat is not harmful, I converted to the KD, which I followed... for a while.  Although both Adi and I realized that such a drastic diet may not be right for us, we noticed that fasting was a weapon utilized by both KD and FMD.  Conveniently floating by, was the Time Restricted Diet (TRD), which formalized various fasting schedules.  The most popular scheme seemed to be a sixteen-hour fast (skip breakfast).  Another denizen of the deep, pointed to the fact that eating at night violates the body's Circadian Clock and disrupts metabolism.  We decided that although we will attempt the longer fast, we are committed to the less-demanding oyster
  • Do not eat between sunset and sunrise (12 hours)
While roaming the seas, I kept in mind that diabetes could be lurking in my genes.  Diabetes is usually lumped with  other chronic diseases such as obesity, high blood pressure, cardio-vascular disease, cancer and more.  Often, a precursor to these nasties is Insulin Resistance, a condition in which both glucose and insulin levels are elevated.  If I wish to reduce my risk of diabetes, I will need to remain insulin-sensitive.  One way to do so, is to avoid  excess glucose, or in nutrition terms
  • Control carbohydrate consumption
BTW, fasting also, serves this purpose.  'Control' means that the calories derived from carbohydrates should fall somewhere between 15% to 30% of the total.  This is a wide range, which I will eventually narrow.  I learned not to worry about protein, since it is regulated by our body (probably at 10% to 20%).  Fat will fill the rest of my caloric needs.  If this sounds too vague or too complicated, I have good news.  The nutritional sea is subject to changing fashions (like any science). High carb, low carb, Atkins, Paleo, and so on.  The latest fashion is that there is not one solution that fits all.  You should choose a nutrition regime that fits your genes, condition, and goals.  This is what Ofer has been trying to tell me all along, and I now accept as truth.  Not surprisingly,  there is an Israeli research group that is building a computer model to provide your individualized menu.
  • Correct nutrition is a personalized nutrition.
Out of curiosity, rather than necessity, I wanted to learn about the causes of the "Obesity Epidemic"
Among the more notorious villains I found Fructose, Insulin, and Food addiction.  Heated debates are raging between the proponents of the different theories.  Stephan Guyenet's calmer blog, helped me navigate the issues.  Out of the churning waters I plucked two oysters that were not a large departure from my previous habits, and conform with my new understanding
  • Do not drink any sweetened beverages
  • Do not eat any processed products
We all want to optimize our nutrition, and we tend to exaggerate its impact on health.  I observed, that good nutritional habits, reduce the risk of chronic illness by only ten, or twenty, percent.  Yet exercise, appears to be as beneficial as correct nutrition, if not more so.  Across many studies, exercise erases the effect of other high risk factors.  For example, obese people who exercise, have the same risk of heart disease as normal-weight persons.  Vigorous exercise also improves insulin sensitivity by depleting the muscle's energy stores.  For the "vigorous" portion, I augmented swimming with high intensity resistance workout, described by Dr. Doug McGuff's.
  • Exercise regularly and vigorously
In homage to Pareto,  I will present the last oyster
  • Don't stress.  Follow the rules 80% of the time.
 Adhering to the rules for 80% of the time, will require only 20% of the will power, and leave the rest for more important tasks.  If you sin, it's OK.  Our body is anti-fragile, it can take it, and thrive.  I eat a small mountain of ice cream every Saturday.


Non-scientific References
A talk against fructose here.  A classic.
The case against insulin here
I like the way he talks, and he is also an ultra-distance swimmer.  Peter Attia on TED
Somewhat wonkish, yet interesting interviews by Dr. Rhonda Patrick 

Nutrition Science or Fiction?

Recently, I experienced a vivid flashback to a warm winter afternoon in Israel, fifty-or-so years ago.  I, a brash engineering student, in my mother-in-law's spacious kitchen, hotly debating her assertion that sugar is a poison.  As we talked, she leisurely spread a thick layer of shmaltz (clarified chicken fat) on a slice of bread.  When done with the bread, she snuck a few more bites out of the schmaltz dish, then lit a cigarette.  Along with the rest of the family, I abandoned the effort to admonish Savta (grandma) Hanka for her dangerous habits of fat consumption or smoking.  We knew the usual retort, "I will not die young!"  She was about fifty, at the time.

In the following decades, the topic of nutrition seldom rose to the forefront of my attention.  My health and weight were under control, and I had no reason to question the guidelines provided by the nutrition authorities: "Eat mainly carbohydrates, minimize fats, and avoid saturated fats"

Fast-forward to a cold winter in Seoul, 2017.  I am furiously reading all I can about nutrition.  It was Adi's illness that radically changed my interest.  I considered chemotherapy to be the medical equivalent of the US carpet-bombing in Vietnam.  I wanted to find a better way.  First, for Adi to tolerate the "treatment", and then maybe, to replace it.  When I realized that targeted cancer cures are still immature, I shifted my focus to nutrition.  I examined (or skimmed) numerous diet philosophies, ranging the alphabet from the Atkins diet, through Erkin, Ketogenic, Mediterranean, Paleolithic, and more.  Each philosophy promised to burn fat, cure diabetes, reduce the risk of cardiovascular disease, and prolong the onset of Alzheimer's.  They all had a charismatic spokesperson, an impressive research validation, and an enthusiastic group of followers.  Not surprisingly, the Internet is full of long-running squabbles between the groups, each claiming to provide the best results.  So how could they all be right?  Diversity of opinion is common in science.  Yet in this field, it seemed to be more pronounced.  However, after I understood the difficulty of conducting conclusive nutrition experiments, I was no longer surprised by the rivalry.

Warning:  The next paragraph is a somewhat technical description of research methods.  Anyone not interested, or already familiar with the topic, feel free to skip it.

Two types of research procedures are typically employed in the Life Sciences.  The more robust method is the Randomized Controlled Trial, the other is an Observational Study.  In the controlled trial, groups are randomly selected from a large population.  The random assignment ensures that they are statistically identical.  One group may receive a new drug, while the other, the "Control" receives a similar-looking pill.  Any difference between the results can be attributed to the effects of the drug.  These studies are very expensive, and in the case of nutrition, often impossible.  Instead, most nutritional research is based on observational studies of some segment of the population.  To compensate for the lack of a control group, the researchers collect all the parameters that they deem relevant.  The data is subjected to statistical analysis, searching for correlations.  However,  the fact that two parameters move together, let's say, people that consume more coffee, suffer more heart attacks, does not prove that coffee causes heart disease.   It may be that a third, unmeasured parameter, is causing both effects.  i.e.  the heavy coffee drinkers, as a group, hold the more stressful jobs.   (This point of logic, is often lost on newspaper reporters.)  Observational studies are prone to several other errors, yet the causes of most infectious diseases, as well as the link between smoking and lung cancer, were discovered that way.  In other cases, results were not so good.  Hormone replacement therapy, which was recommended based on observational studies, caused the death of many women.  The difference is that in the first examples, the effects were very large.  When the effects are small, as is the case in nutritional changes, observational studies do not provide clear conclusions.

To summarize the previous paragraph:  The majority of research papers in this field provide, at best, circumstantial evidence, not a "smoking gun".  I reviewed the claims of the various plans.  I studied the supporting research they presented, which as I read it, seemed very convincing, and then found out, with the help of the competing groups, why that research is not valid.  Eventually, I came to my first observation.
  • A nutritional philosophy or plan, no matter how strongly presented, is an opinion, not a scientific finding.
Which left me wondering why, with only weak evidence, do the diet gurus speak with such enormous   certainty?   Nonetheless, I found sufficient evidence to form my own opinions, which led to the flashback I described at the beginning of this post.  I came to believe that Savta Hanka was right in two assertions,
  •   Sugar is a poison (I would say "Toxic")
  •   Fat will not kill you, nor will it make you fat.  (Except for synthetic trans-fats, which are bad)
She was wrong in her third assertion.
  • Fifty-years-old is still young.
Savta Hanka, my apologies.

P.S.  She died after reaching ninety, and not from lung disease.